I have made a few mistakes, it has been a long life, but it seems that I have had the worst bit of frustration. I do not understand who I am, but I have wasted quite a bit of time in regards to my personal security... I did not have the necessary intellect in order to procure my position in society, so I regretfully have condemned myself out of a sense of frustration. I struggle with emotions on a daily basis, these emotions generate a large degree of trauma. I have had a lot of clashes online, and these have unfortunately resulted in me getting abused by large numbers of people. I regret this, but it cannot be helped considering my position... Understand that when you hit your head against a steel wall, it is foolish to expect it to give way. I like the feeling of numbness, and take great delight in other peoples problems. I believe that life is insignificant, and do not believe that one must do anything at all to survive. Communication is a useful tool in order for one to work out their beliefs. Life is unnecessary, the only reason to exist is to not feel pain. There is no reason to do anything else. The only reason why I socialize it to feel better... That is all...