Grats for getting it over with! c:
Pretty much, I wonder why most worries have a tendency to come when you're about to sleep...
The "what ifs" is indeed there all the time. What if I studied better, would I have a job now instead of just trying to improve myself mentally? What if I was the person to speak up against bullies, maybe I wouldn't have had to improve myself mentally in the first place? I have been improving myself for like 4 years now and it feels like I'm getting nowhere according to my future goals. Right now I'm trying to make up main and backup plans. They say that Plan A always fails so I guess I'll never move to Japan then 8D
Studying is one thing that stresses me up right now as I'll have to take a loan in order to do so and I'm 50/50 if I'll be able to do well. At the same time it's what I need to do or else I wont get anywhere...
That's some nice help there c: The only short term goal I have is kinda to study right now but I'll probably find more later when I finish that part!
Regarding economy huh. Well, over here in Sveden we got some system where if you don't work and does something to improve your current situation you'll get a low ammount of money from the state (435 usd) every month that is supposed to at least allow you to survive. Issue is that if any extra costs appears, like dentist for example, you'll have to tell them to give you a letter, which you give to dentist and ask dentist for the average cost of whatever you gonna do. Then you send back both papers to the state and then you pray to RNG that you'll get money for it so you can repair that tooth of yours. That combined with the fact that I won't be able to get money from the state when I take a loan means that I will be extra poor when studying and I'll be restricted towards buying anything if I wanna keep the loan as low as possible by the time I get done with studying.
Pretty much, I wonder why most worries have a tendency to come when you're about to sleep...
The "what ifs" is indeed there all the time. What if I studied better, would I have a job now instead of just trying to improve myself mentally? What if I was the person to speak up against bullies, maybe I wouldn't have had to improve myself mentally in the first place? I have been improving myself for like 4 years now and it feels like I'm getting nowhere according to my future goals. Right now I'm trying to make up main and backup plans. They say that Plan A always fails so I guess I'll never move to Japan then 8D
Studying is one thing that stresses me up right now as I'll have to take a loan in order to do so and I'm 50/50 if I'll be able to do well. At the same time it's what I need to do or else I wont get anywhere...
That's some nice help there c: The only short term goal I have is kinda to study right now but I'll probably find more later when I finish that part!
Regarding economy huh. Well, over here in Sveden we got some system where if you don't work and does something to improve your current situation you'll get a low ammount of money from the state (435 usd) every month that is supposed to at least allow you to survive. Issue is that if any extra costs appears, like dentist for example, you'll have to tell them to give you a letter, which you give to dentist and ask dentist for the average cost of whatever you gonna do. Then you send back both papers to the state and then you pray to RNG that you'll get money for it so you can repair that tooth of yours. That combined with the fact that I won't be able to get money from the state when I take a loan means that I will be extra poor when studying and I'll be restricted towards buying anything if I wanna keep the loan as low as possible by the time I get done with studying.