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A fic I had been working on for the most part of the year... I hope whoever reads it will like it ^^
Prologue – The Winter Sorrow
January 1, 2010. 6:57 PM. Local Park, Shizuoka, Shizuoka.
A good friend of mine once said that the first day within a new year will determine how the rest of the year will go. His logic was that no one would be heartless enough to deliver bad news during January 1st unless if the situation really can’t be helped.
So…what is my girlfriend doing to me right now? Her words…those are words that she is never supposed to ever say, let alone during New Year’s.
“I think we should see other people.”
That single sentence reverberated loudly inside my head, blocking any semblance of a rational thought I might have had. The night was bitterly cold, yet a single sentence from the girl I lov—no, the girl I thought I loved, made me feel much colder inside than the falling snow around me ever could.
“Why?” I asked her simply, but regretted it as soon as the word slipped through my lips. It doesn’t matter, not really. My girlfriend is leaving me, and it really doesn’t matter why she’s doing it, the only thing that does matter is the fact that she is leaving.
Her eyes, that used to hold so much warmth and love, briefly met with mine, and it was clear that whatever spark we used to have was gone. She shuffled her feet a little before finally saying, “I…just think you deserve better.” Her tone was calm, indifferent.
“Bullshit!” I snapped. “If you had really believed that, then you would have broken up with me long before today… You’re not that heartless to do it on New Year’s Day!” I reasoned with her. It was pointless but…I needed to convince myself that what’s happening today is not my fault.
“But I am. And that’s why you should find another girlfriend. I’m not for you.” After saying that, she turned around and walked away, giving me what would be my first ever broken heart. “Natsumi!” I cried out to her, but I didn’t receive even one returning glance.
It’s over.
It’s all…over.
I can’t really remember what else happened after that, all I knew was that I ended up sitting in a park bench, staring at the dark, snowing winter sky of Shizuoka alone. The coldness of winter never really strikes you until you are truly alone, when you feel that you have no one to accompany you through your mundane daily routines. Snowflakes drizzled down from the sky, covering every single tree present in the park. Bright neon lights flashed from the city beyond, and I could hear the faint sound of the cheerful laughter of couples as they strolled down the shopping boulevard.
Heh… how unfair.
“Ken, is that you?” Suddenly a voice pulled me out of my trance. I turned around and saw my two good friends, Kazuhiko and Mayumi standing before me with a very worried look in their faces. “What happened bro?” Kazuhiko asked me as he and Mayumi took their seats on the park bench, sandwiching me. “I expected you to be on a date with Hinata-san right about now.”
Mayumi slapped him across the back of his head, giving Kazuhiko a very angry glare. “Obviously Natsumi-chan just broke up with him, be more sensitive will you?!” She told him matter-of-factly. I turned towards Mayumi and gave her, for lack of a better word, a WTF look. Awkward situations like these have never really been her forte, but still, really Mayumi? Really?
“Ehe..he, sorry about that Ken.” She gave a nervous laugh, only realizing her blunder now. I leaned back and heaved a large sigh, my foggy breath clouding my vision.
“Well, you’re right, no need to be sorry.” I started. “She didn’t give me a reason, she just…left. I don’t get it, I really don’t.”
“Mayumi, you’re her good friend right? Has she been cheating on me? Has she been seeing another guy all this time? Did I do something wrong? Did I piss her off? Did I…” I continued to ramble for the next 3 minutes or so, venting out all of my frustrations on no one in particular. “Kazu, you know her well too right? What did I do man, what did I do-“ My words were cut short as Kazuhiko rose from his seat and slapped me right across the face. Hard. Mayumi shrieked a little, and gave Kazuhiko an incredulous glance, as if saying “What the hell did you do that for?!”
Well, I can’t fault my childhood friend for not understanding the way men do things. I rubbed my burning cheek and gave a quiet chuckle. “Thanks for that…” I told Kazuhiko, his slap helping me to clear my thoughts and snap back to reality. “No problem dude.” Kazuhiko replied nonchalantly, plopping himself down on the park bench again. “Wha-what is this, I don’t even…” Mayumi commented, unable to finish her sentence.
“It’s how we men handle things, President-chan~” Kazuhiko patronizingly teased the girl beside me.
“Not today, Bakazu, NOT TODAY!” Mayumi warned him in a threatening tone.
“Ooo, I’m so scared~”
“WHY I OUGHTA—“
“Why are you two even here anyways?” I interrupted the both of them before they reach a new level of stupid. “If you guys tell me you’re dating, I swear to god I’m gonna commit suicide because nothing in this world is right anymore.” I told them half-jokingly.
“Aww, well, president here was just being so persistent, she was all like ‘Just one night with you is all I want, Kazuhiko-sama!’ and so being the awesome man that I am, I—“ Before Kazu could finish his sentence, Mayumi slapped Kazuhiko on the back of his head again, this time with increased intensity. “Don’t be an idiot, I’d rather die than call you ‘Kazuhiko-sama’!” Mayumi said to him angrily.
“GET TO THE POINT!” I snapped at the both of them.
“Oh right, well, er…we were on a date….so to speak.” Mayumi trailed off, her face turning a bright shade of red. “Yes, and we were on our way to a love hotel, but then we saw you looking all pathetic here and decided to stop by!” Kazuhiko interjected with another one of his brilliant comments. “We were not! Don’t be stupid! Don’t believe him Ken, we were totally NOT going to such a seedy place like that!” Mayumi vehemently denied Kazuhiko’s allegations.
If I could describe my expression right now…it would probably be a mix of surprise, shock, WTF-ness, and just a small tinge of insanity. My mouth was wide open and I was staring at Mayumi with a look of pure disbelief, as if I was her father and she had just made a really bad choice for a boyfriend. Well, the last part about bad choice is right actually.
“GAH, KAZU, THIS IS ALL YOU FAULT!” Mayumi roared, and rose from her seat, applying what most wrestling fans would know as a headlock to my not-so-brilliant friend. “Ow, Ow, OW, OWW, IT HURTS WHEN FLAT GIRLS LIKE YOU DO IT, LET GO OF ME!” Kazuhiko protested, but it only made my class president to squeeze at his head even harder. “WHAT DID YOU SAY ABOUT ME YOU LITTLE TWERP!” Mayumi has always been rather sensitive about her bust size.
Now I really should be depressed but the scene in front of me right now was so ridiculous and breathtakingly stupid that I can’t help but laugh. These two are such massive idiots; I can’t imagine them being any other way though. Without them, I wouldn’t have befriended my recently-departed girlfriend too. My mind wandered back to that faithful day in January when Kazuhiko first told me about his stupid bet…
Prologue – The Winter Sorrow
January 1, 2010. 6:57 PM. Local Park, Shizuoka, Shizuoka.
A good friend of mine once said that the first day within a new year will determine how the rest of the year will go. His logic was that no one would be heartless enough to deliver bad news during January 1st unless if the situation really can’t be helped.
So…what is my girlfriend doing to me right now? Her words…those are words that she is never supposed to ever say, let alone during New Year’s.
“I think we should see other people.”
That single sentence reverberated loudly inside my head, blocking any semblance of a rational thought I might have had. The night was bitterly cold, yet a single sentence from the girl I lov—no, the girl I thought I loved, made me feel much colder inside than the falling snow around me ever could.
“Why?” I asked her simply, but regretted it as soon as the word slipped through my lips. It doesn’t matter, not really. My girlfriend is leaving me, and it really doesn’t matter why she’s doing it, the only thing that does matter is the fact that she is leaving.
Her eyes, that used to hold so much warmth and love, briefly met with mine, and it was clear that whatever spark we used to have was gone. She shuffled her feet a little before finally saying, “I…just think you deserve better.” Her tone was calm, indifferent.
“Bullshit!” I snapped. “If you had really believed that, then you would have broken up with me long before today… You’re not that heartless to do it on New Year’s Day!” I reasoned with her. It was pointless but…I needed to convince myself that what’s happening today is not my fault.
“But I am. And that’s why you should find another girlfriend. I’m not for you.” After saying that, she turned around and walked away, giving me what would be my first ever broken heart. “Natsumi!” I cried out to her, but I didn’t receive even one returning glance.
It’s over.
It’s all…over.
I can’t really remember what else happened after that, all I knew was that I ended up sitting in a park bench, staring at the dark, snowing winter sky of Shizuoka alone. The coldness of winter never really strikes you until you are truly alone, when you feel that you have no one to accompany you through your mundane daily routines. Snowflakes drizzled down from the sky, covering every single tree present in the park. Bright neon lights flashed from the city beyond, and I could hear the faint sound of the cheerful laughter of couples as they strolled down the shopping boulevard.
Heh… how unfair.
“Ken, is that you?” Suddenly a voice pulled me out of my trance. I turned around and saw my two good friends, Kazuhiko and Mayumi standing before me with a very worried look in their faces. “What happened bro?” Kazuhiko asked me as he and Mayumi took their seats on the park bench, sandwiching me. “I expected you to be on a date with Hinata-san right about now.”
Mayumi slapped him across the back of his head, giving Kazuhiko a very angry glare. “Obviously Natsumi-chan just broke up with him, be more sensitive will you?!” She told him matter-of-factly. I turned towards Mayumi and gave her, for lack of a better word, a WTF look. Awkward situations like these have never really been her forte, but still, really Mayumi? Really?
“Ehe..he, sorry about that Ken.” She gave a nervous laugh, only realizing her blunder now. I leaned back and heaved a large sigh, my foggy breath clouding my vision.
“Well, you’re right, no need to be sorry.” I started. “She didn’t give me a reason, she just…left. I don’t get it, I really don’t.”
“Mayumi, you’re her good friend right? Has she been cheating on me? Has she been seeing another guy all this time? Did I do something wrong? Did I piss her off? Did I…” I continued to ramble for the next 3 minutes or so, venting out all of my frustrations on no one in particular. “Kazu, you know her well too right? What did I do man, what did I do-“ My words were cut short as Kazuhiko rose from his seat and slapped me right across the face. Hard. Mayumi shrieked a little, and gave Kazuhiko an incredulous glance, as if saying “What the hell did you do that for?!”
Well, I can’t fault my childhood friend for not understanding the way men do things. I rubbed my burning cheek and gave a quiet chuckle. “Thanks for that…” I told Kazuhiko, his slap helping me to clear my thoughts and snap back to reality. “No problem dude.” Kazuhiko replied nonchalantly, plopping himself down on the park bench again. “Wha-what is this, I don’t even…” Mayumi commented, unable to finish her sentence.
“It’s how we men handle things, President-chan~” Kazuhiko patronizingly teased the girl beside me.
“Not today, Bakazu, NOT TODAY!” Mayumi warned him in a threatening tone.
“Ooo, I’m so scared~”
“WHY I OUGHTA—“
“Why are you two even here anyways?” I interrupted the both of them before they reach a new level of stupid. “If you guys tell me you’re dating, I swear to god I’m gonna commit suicide because nothing in this world is right anymore.” I told them half-jokingly.
“Aww, well, president here was just being so persistent, she was all like ‘Just one night with you is all I want, Kazuhiko-sama!’ and so being the awesome man that I am, I—“ Before Kazu could finish his sentence, Mayumi slapped Kazuhiko on the back of his head again, this time with increased intensity. “Don’t be an idiot, I’d rather die than call you ‘Kazuhiko-sama’!” Mayumi said to him angrily.
“GET TO THE POINT!” I snapped at the both of them.
“Oh right, well, er…we were on a date….so to speak.” Mayumi trailed off, her face turning a bright shade of red. “Yes, and we were on our way to a love hotel, but then we saw you looking all pathetic here and decided to stop by!” Kazuhiko interjected with another one of his brilliant comments. “We were not! Don’t be stupid! Don’t believe him Ken, we were totally NOT going to such a seedy place like that!” Mayumi vehemently denied Kazuhiko’s allegations.
If I could describe my expression right now…it would probably be a mix of surprise, shock, WTF-ness, and just a small tinge of insanity. My mouth was wide open and I was staring at Mayumi with a look of pure disbelief, as if I was her father and she had just made a really bad choice for a boyfriend. Well, the last part about bad choice is right actually.
“GAH, KAZU, THIS IS ALL YOU FAULT!” Mayumi roared, and rose from her seat, applying what most wrestling fans would know as a headlock to my not-so-brilliant friend. “Ow, Ow, OW, OWW, IT HURTS WHEN FLAT GIRLS LIKE YOU DO IT, LET GO OF ME!” Kazuhiko protested, but it only made my class president to squeeze at his head even harder. “WHAT DID YOU SAY ABOUT ME YOU LITTLE TWERP!” Mayumi has always been rather sensitive about her bust size.
Now I really should be depressed but the scene in front of me right now was so ridiculous and breathtakingly stupid that I can’t help but laugh. These two are such massive idiots; I can’t imagine them being any other way though. Without them, I wouldn’t have befriended my recently-departed girlfriend too. My mind wandered back to that faithful day in January when Kazuhiko first told me about his stupid bet…
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