When I was still in high school,most of the people were always so energetic about anything and social too.And you know what? lol I was the total opposite,shy and antisocial..I always tried to start conversations with other's but well as you can probably think it was always ending up "fail".I was living with my inner world,dreaming...thinking..
But after years I realized that "No one has to be another person." and with that my life pretty changed a lot,,didn't even bothered "those" people :)
You're doing great sammy!Just be yourself,cause you're beautiful with your own way :)