I am completely sane and composed. Everyone has a choice of caring for me or not. It is that no one knows me, not even my family. Unless everyone knows every detail about me, they are in no position to care about me. Thus, I have no regrets about suicide, nor the pain I have caused for people that 'cared' for me. Call me 'evil' or 'messed up', if you may. That will only make the situation worse and besides, I do not plan on living past age 26.