Dear Renano. I've just gotten back to AS today as me and samy talked about just very recently, and it appears he's been praying for you as well as was revealed from the talk we had. And I wanted this post to be the first thing I did on my return. Ever since last summer... there has hardly been a single day without thinking and praying about you. Be well, and do what you need to do. Just know that you will never ever be alone, whether it be in one way or the other. Your a very strong person...and/but its good if you take care of yourself. You will have our love if you are here, and you will have our love if you are not...I'll leave it at that for now. Just know that I have not forgotten ! If you do drop by, this msg will be here for you, and welcome you without any strings, commitments or burdens, which I know you don't need more of. Certainly Love, and care should not have to be a burden for one another.
....It's almost uncanny that even in this long absence, which I have kept you in heart, my feeling of understanding and knowing you does not feel as if it's diminished, but rather all the the time from the past together and all its subtleties have perhaps rather just sunken deeper in me as I've had you in my heart and mind. I guess, it can in someways be compared in a way to meditative deepening. Only more so when being worried. But don't get the wrong idea because I said worried just now, thats at least one thing you don't have to worry about, because that would not be adding anything needed.
For always...Renren, from the very start.
May if time and possibility allows it and you don't have other more better or important prioritizations, you find the joy, laxness, care and rest the way you yourself know about and understand.
Genki...the one and same, with only some time added.
