Hm, yeah, I suppose I will. You know, it's kind of weird, because before I was in this reationship recently, with that person, I couldn't imagine to settle down with anyone. Or rather, it was not problematic for me to imagine a future alone, with just me. I would not feel lonely when I thought about it, but now I do. Now I can't imagine being alone without feeling lonely, and I'm a little scared I won't find anybody to settle down with. Somehow, although my life will slowly fall back into place, into the same routines as before him, I know nothing will be the same again, in that sense. Haha, I don't know, I've just been thinking about this. ^^"
Haha, aw, same here! But it's okay, I guess. It's important to think before we speak, right? :3