Haha, that's what I've been trying to say though. That I can't say it around my friends, because they know me and my history and current condition. I'd end up in the emergency room again. ^^" I guess I'm just used to people, online, understanding what I mean when I use those phrases. That I'm not actually serious, other than expressing that I'm tired of something, or think something is stupid and wasteful. Sorry, in any case. I won't use it again. ^^"