how are you~?

[musangbeku]

aaaaaaaand gone -..-

 

[Hinode]

This depression has been going on for a month...

Kinda the same here except that i've been depressed now and then for about 8 years :/

 

[Ghost Kitty~]

At the rate this is going... it might as well go on for that long... if i dont lose the reason to be depressed before it gets that long...

 

[Hinode]

Well, why are you depressed? :/

 

[Ghost Kitty~]

It is the fear of losing a friend i guess? Someone i was close to but has recently been... ignoring me?... At this rate im going to lose this friend... and i cant do anything about it...

 

[Hinode]

Is it an internet one or someone in real life? (bad comparison, but i suppose that you understand what i mean xD)

 

[Ghost Kitty~]

Internet since its fairly impossible to meet atm...

 

[Hinode]

Are you sure that she just isn't busy with real life stuff then? :/ (best spelling, i suppose you know what i mean T_T)

 

[Ghost Kitty~]

I would think i know her pretty well considering how we have been talking almost daily for the past year?...

 

[Hinode]

Oh, well that's longer than what i thought :/ But i can understand what you mean there. How is she ignoring you?

 

[Ghost Kitty~]

Just not talking to me though i know shes on... >< And talking with others... I asked her if i did something wrong before.. but she said i didnt... so i have no idea why... i guess im just horrible at conversations...

 

[Hinode]

Is it that you expect her to talk with you or is it you who try to start a conversation but she ignores you? :/

 

[Ghost Kitty~]

I try to start a conversation and no response most of the time...

 

[Hinode]

Well, it seems pretty strange since you two have been speaking with each other for quite a while :/ Are you sure that you not accidently made her mad or something? Girls tend to get pissed off for quite a long time when they get mad and they usually want the person they're angry on to know what he/she did wrong :/

 

[Ghost Kitty~]

Hmm... no im pretty sure she isnt mad... at least not with me? >< I hope... I do think i make her uncomfortable since she has a bf now?... Or maybe not... Dont really know... >< But... i do know she has more friends now and i suppose i should be happy about that... but being the selfish person i am... i want to talk to her more ><

 

[Hinode]

Well that's good at least ^^ Hmm, she doesn't really have to be uncomfortable. I believe that it would be a bigger chance that her boyfriend feels uncomfortable since she's talking with other guys, but it depends on how protective he is :/ Well, everyone are selfish in some way, so don't blame yourself for that ^^ I don't really think it's that selfish if you just want to speak with her, if you haven't made her mad or something i would guess that she wouldn't mind speaking with you either. But i got no idéa why she would ignore you if that's the case :/

 

[nanashi1]

Somehow equal now...~>

 

[Ghost Kitty~]

Well... idk... it might be that she isnt ignoring me but... my mind set isnt that great so i see it as that?... The depression has been making me overthink things a lot... im pretty sure that normally i wouldnt see this as her ignoring me ><

 

[nawi]

hmm...how do i get album picture?... should i just continue post pictures=/

 

[Hinode]

The depression has been making me overthink things a lot... im pretty sure that normally i wouldnt see this as her ignoring me ><

Have to agree there. The depression usually make you more sensitive towards negative stuff. It got the tendency to make small things alot bigger :/

 

[nanashi1]

A bit depressive...~>

 

[Ghost Kitty~]

Have to agree there. The depression usually make you more sensitive towards negative stuff. It got the tendency to make small things alot bigger :/

Yeah so i keep trying to get reassurance or just to get her to talk somehow... but well... that usually keeps me happy for a few days if she does then if she didnt really talk to me during those few days the depression sort of returns...

 

[~SnowAngel~]

had a long weekend, learned some dance and did some choir, but got so much out of it. I'm really tired, but definitely at peace~
had some girl talk afterwards :P nowww I'm definitely going to change how often I'm here x-x I may have to force myself to do that lol

 

[musangbeku]

I've no appetite right now :|

 

[Ghost Kitty~]

Hmm... i really should eat more than just a tangerine for breakfast...