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[nanashi1]

Indeed... Its not like I can control my emotions, despite being logical myself, I have no breaks. That is why I call myself crazy, is because while I am acutely aware of my short comings, I cannot do a damn thing about them, and I knew this was going to happen sooner or later. I tried to avoid forums for a while but I just didn't know what to do about all my anxiety... Exposure therapy is risky, and I cannot avoid making mistakes. Its not something to be lauded, but there is little else I can do but to wear down my emotions to the point where they do not surpass me.

Well, like already mentioned: Don't think about yourself so critical, think on bright things instead on self directed needless thoughts. Think like a river about yourself, that the needless and painful thoughts from you stream away...

 

[Edge2070]

Well, like already mentioned: Don't think about yourself so critical, think on bright things instead on self directed needless thoughts. Think like a river about yourself, that the needless and painful thoughts from you streams away...

Yeah, I am currently seeking cognitive therapy. I think what you said is covered. Painful thoughts... Yeah like being rejected or scolded. Dunno why I am so sensitive to that, but it seems I like to feel in control, and when things do not go my way, it scares the hell out of me. It is not a delusion of grandeur, more like I do not know how to be submissive. I feign submission in order to avoid criticism. But while I am mentally weak, I have a dominate personality. But I will try harder not to take offense. I wouldn't want to get stuck again with the flight or fight response.

 

[Anayomex]

warm tea : )

 

[Ghost Kitty~]

Hm... instant ramen it is... =/

 

[nanashi1]

Yeah, I am currently seeking cognitive therapy. I think what you said is covered. Painful thoughts... Yeah like being rejected or scolded. Dunno why I am so sensitive to that, but it seems I like to feel in control, and when things do not go my way, it scares the hell out of me. It is not a delusion of grandeur, more like I do not know how to be submissive. I feign submission in order to avoid criticism. But while I am mentally weak, I have a dominate personality. But I will try harder not to take offense. I wouldn't want to get stuck again with the flight or fight response.

Well, let's say that you should the ruler about your emotions be, and not contrariwise - A bit, but the most control should at you be...

 

[Edge2070]

Well, let's say that you should the ruler about your emotions be, and not contrariwise - A bit, but the most control should at you be...

Yeah that sounds about right.

warm tea : )

I prefer warm sake. Really good stuff...

 

[nanashi1]

Yeah that sounds about right.

Yep. You should just simply/easily think, then become all so simply as well...

 

[Ghost Kitty~]

Hmm... cheesy or not...

 

[Edge2070]

Yep. You should just simply/easily think, then become all so simply as well...

Yeah I am working on it. I just finished walking, and now I am going to watch a nice Korean drama.

 

[nanashi1]

Yeah I am working on it. I just finished walking, and now I am going to watch a nice Korean drama.

I see, well this is also a good solution the head by blow let...^_^


BTW, you're living somewhere in Asia, or you simply a big Asia-film fan...?

 

[Anayomex]

slow..............

 

[Edge2070]

I see, well this is also a good solution the head by blow let...^_^


BTW, you're living somewhere in Asia, or you simply a big Asia-film fan...?

Just a big Asian film fan. I am particularly fond of the Korean style. Its something I seem to relate to.

 

[nanashi1]

Just a big Asian film fan. I am particularly fond of the Korean style. Its something I seem to relate to.

I see, well it's nice that everyone his/her own tastes has...

 

[Edge2070]

Well I just finished an episode it was okay. Avistaz is a wonderful site for Asian shows.

 

[nawi]

peanut butter=/

 

[Edge2070]

peanut butter=/

Yeah... Yeah... The whole world could get nuked and we still would be talking about peanut butter.

 

[Anayomex]

honey...........

 

[Edge2070]

I see, well it's nice that everyone his/her own tastes has...

Yeah... Well it will take some time to recover from this. I do not intend to antagonize over this any further, but I just want people to not lecture me at the moment, when I get anxious I can be rather irritable, and things will just go haywire. Like I said I am a bit crazy for posting online, because I will always get banned sooner or later. Sometimes I end up cussing at the mods, or admins over something. It really sucks, but I can't help it.

 

[Ghost Kitty~]

Hmm... the mods here are generally nice~

 

[Edge2070]

Hmm... the mods here are generally nice~

Thanks I needed that... Still trying to cool off. I get paranoid sometimes... I made double quotes, and wasn't in the habit of editing my post, I rarely double post, I figured since this was the spam section I would be left off the hook for a few times, but didn't realize the sensitivity of some, this in turn made me over sensitive.

 

[Leggy]

Time to relax.

 

[DereDere-Senpai]

Soundtrack in Dustmania Grotesque

 

[Edge2070]

Time to relax.

Yeah... I really need a break. No more advice, just likewise. Its not like I am proud of having likes and dislikes, but some of those message made it seem as though I was trying to be impressive, that was unintentional.

 

[Leggy]

Yeah... I really need a break. No more advice, just likewise. Its not like I am proud of having likes and dislikes, but some of those message made it seem as though I was trying to be impressive, that was unintentional.

Impressive is the guy who got dates by licking his eyebrows.

Think about it.

 

[LioNeeZ]

That is more along the lines of weird than Impressive, eyebrows or tongue idc, it is weird

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