Some people close off both the outside world and their heart.
I would be like that without eroge.
I was almost like that when I found eroge since I couldn't put up with boredom. Aside, I don't have any big dream of my life... well except for spending time with someone I love. But I had been rejected for more than 12 times... I had lost that dream long time ago, and gave up in life.
When eroge came along, I have a small dream, to enjoy a lot, learn Japanese, and do things thing. Eroge taught me knowledge in many areas, servers, computers, shaping my personality, give me a hope and a will to live.
There I gained a new power... many girls confessed their love to me (well I turned into a magnet), many wouldn't mind doing things with me. Thanks to the eroge, I learn the value of true love, and even though I had a few evil thoughts and many chances, I remained Pure and Innocent.
Now that's when I met her along. Unlike other, she cared for me as a friend, we became closer over the years (it was 5 years since then) and she fall in love with me. Her love for me was pure, and I know it would cause her a lot of damages due to my situation.
I bought her a love omamori (authentic from a famous shrine in Japan that is known to grant love wish, not crappy Jlists or other retailer). Before I gave it to her, I chanted it so that it would find her another good person who would love her alot (not me) and she's happy to be with.
Right after I gave that to her, the omamori helped her to get even closer to me, with amazing lucks and chances I'd say. Eventually, I fall... The omamori answered to her wish ~_~