[LPW #29] To the Stars

[Decalcomania]

I saw Samkaka's sister on his facebook. I tried to look for a picture of Samkaka.

 

[Checkmate]

[MENTION=25364]Decalcomania[/MENTION]

ALLL MINEEE

But in real life, I'm not Checkmate, in real life, I'm a shy boy, who rarely speak or express my feeling. Who somehow despite of being an idiot, he knows how to fix most of the high technology stuff, somehow he carry a lot of technology stuff in hands yet claiming he doesn't know how to use them, and somehow he's skillfull with cooking, shooting, making cute stuff, but claims that it was just luck and that he doesn't know any of those :x

The story folded on the second day when I exchange my phone number with my best friend. It was after the local anime convention

She immediately call me that night, even that it was a bit late, telling me that her memory card (of her digital camera) doesn't recognized by her computer anymore and asked if I could fix it. I told her I didn't know how to fix it but I'd give it a shot. We agreed to meet in the next morning.

There, in a cute ice cream shop, I ordered my favorite ice-cream and drink, only once, yet she remembered every little details of what I ordered even today. I fixed her SD card and recovered 99% of her photos with sheer luck (well, not exactly luck but we will leave it at that), and she was impressed even when I told her it was just luck.

When I thought it was the last time we see each other (it was just a week before I leave), I was wrong, we met almost everyday after that. Before I left, she gave me a phone strap as a parting gift that has the word "Love" on it. It was the first time I received any sort of gift from a girl (before, like any boys, I gave a lot of gift to those I like, but I had never received any answers or returns)

I still treasure the strap even now.

After that I had a lot of day dreaming... how such a cute girl would give me something that has love in it... I was confused.

Wanna hear more?

 

[Decalcomania]

Naw, I'm keeping Chimari~

 

[Ghost Kitty~]

Story time again :3

 

[Shir0]

^ mmh.. reminds me of hyouka episode 9 or something :D

a genius (ok, maybe just someone who has some skills) always says "it was just luck" or "i am not really good at xyz".

so you should be more confident about your abilities. being shy is another matter, though~

 

[Uninstall]

Damn it Check that's cute (qp∀≦*)

 

[Ghost Kitty~]

Hmm...
<-- No confidence in abilities at all :/

 

[renano]

It's fine to be modest about some things...

Like Shiki said, 'be proud'.

You may continue your story Checkmate.

People feel less stress or anxiety when they talk/write about how they feel.

/me steps on Sam

 

[Shir0]

^ sam, be more confident~ ... just a little bit~

 

[Checkmate]

I asked my informant who helped me to find out about her a bit. Apparently, she is rather a cute, active girl that knocked out many boy's hearts before, but she hadn't yet accepted any and rejected more than two dozen until that date (in 2009). Having learned her active and playful personality, I realized the odds that she likes me would be next to zero. After all, I wasn't handsome, I have a weird personalty, an idiot on top of that, and is rather hopeless.

When I return the second time, I've never thought I'd meet her but I contact her and let her know that I return. She was very happy, and immediately ask me to see her again, most of the time, fixing her some stuff, like cameras, phones, or just very silly excuse.

On the day she ask me to fix her laptop with my luck, even so I told her I don't know how to fix it (but somehow I could fix everything with my luck) I told her it was like a date, but she was cool and wasn't embarrassed, rather, happy with it.

Her: "Yes, it is like dating"
Me: "But dating is only for couple, we are just friend right?"
Her: "..." She was being silent

While I was fixing her laptop, I thought that I'd inquire to see the meaning of the word "love" on the strap. I started by taking out my phone and place it on a table, it was in her favourite coffee shop, I don't know of it before but I don't live in my hometown to begin with. She immediately noticed that I was using the strap she gave me with the phone, and I purposely placed it with the word love highly visible.

Me: "Btw, may be you should find a boyfriend, may be someone who can actually skillfull enough to fix these kind of stuff, someone who's better than me, instead of relying on sheer luck"
Her: "Hmph! Boy friend is annoying! I don't want any!"
Me: "Besides, you shouldn't go out a lot with me like this, they may thought that I'm your boyfriend and you would never find one"
Her: "I told you, I don't need them at all! Boys are annoying"
Me: "But I'm a boy..."
Her: "You're... you, and I've already had you to fix my stuff"

She was being mad for no reason...

Me: "Oh ok... then you shouldn't give someone the phone strap with 'love' on it, it might cause some misunderstanding"
Her: "Oh really? I didn't notice that at all, sorry sorry"

She said that, but she was looking away, avoiding my eyes, she might be lying as the word love is highly visible, no matter how I see it. Still, her answer was solid: she wasn't looking for a boyfriend, and anyone express the feeling for her may get the wrong idea, thus, if someone confessed, they would get a rejected.

Me: "Still, I think having a boyfriend aside is useful, you can enslave him to do stuff"
Her: "I can enslave you then hahahaha"
Me: "You already did :["
Her: "Right, then, I order you to ... feed me a piece of your cake"
Me: "huh?"
Her: "... You didn't hear that?"
Me: "no, I'm sorry, I didn't catch you the last part"
Her: "Give me a piece of your cake!"

She suddenly shouted in a rather quite coffee shop, but there wasn't many people thankfully. I was eating a cake, I told her it was very decent, she was eyeing on that for a while. It would be an indirect kiss however but that didn't stop her.

So, I started by using a spoon to scoop a handful amount of creamy and chocolate part of the cake and give it to her, but... she didn't ... take it, instead, she open her mouth. I was confused but... it was very odd, so I figure out I'd just do it quick and gently... shove it into her.

Her: "mm yummy"

She said

Her: "One more..."
Me: "But you can do it yourself, beside, I'm fixing your laptop"
Her: "I prefer it this way"
Me: "Ok..."

There I thought "what a spoil girl!". She was satisfied after having had a few scoop.

Me: "May be you should really look for a boyfriend who's more obidient, more handsome, and more skillfull"
Her: "Not necessary"
Me: "Ehh you're not planning to have a boyfriend?"
Her: "No, they are annoying I told you"
Me: "What a wasted, you're cute, there must be a lot of boy who fall for you..."
Her: "..."

She was silent for a while, then suddenly whispered:

Her: "I already found one anyway"
Me: "Huh???"
Her: "Nothing, I told you that I already have you, no boyfriend necessary"
Me: ">_> I'm not your slave!"
Her: "Then you're a rather close friend then!"
Me: "I see..."

Since then, I think of her as a special close friend. It was sad but I wasn't surprised: nobody would have a romantic relationship with an ugly, idiot guy like me :< I could only dare to dream, hence I play eroge, to dream.

Now you understand why I usually refer her as a close friend :x... very close even, physically speaking, considered all the things we did together...

 

[Ghost Kitty~]

Lol slave... xD

Why is ojou sama trying to step on me again D:

 

[Checkmate]

shall get some sleep now

ﾉｼ

 

[renano]

She considers you as a 'boyfriend' without being in a relationship... at least that's how I perceive it.

Please sleep soundly Checkmate. Bye-bye~

I step on you to make you gain more confidence Sam. Fight back.

 

[Decalcomania]

So you're her slave and close friend?

Bye, Checkmate.

 

[Ghost Kitty~]

Goodnightys checkmate~

Hmm time for me to go too xD Laters everyone :3

Gain confidence? o.o I dun think it would... itll just hurt... and ill just run off again...

 

[renano]

See you Sam... when you do exit.

No pain. No gain.

 

[Decalcomania]

No Gain, No clean laundry.

 

[renano]

I mostly use Tide with Downy... Snuggle is fine.

 

[Decalcomania]

I don't even know what I use.

 

[renano]

Those people at the laundromat sometimes purchase the mini-boxes of detergent and fabric softener.

/me shall play BW2 a bit

Bye-bye for now Nero~

 

[Decalcomania]

Aight. I'll be doing something else.

Bye, renano.

 

[Terumi]

That feeling when you still cant stop hating yourself for being so dumb.

/me goes away

 

[AhGwee]

I see~

 

[Frankincense]

Giant Death Robot.

 

[AhGwee]

Sounds like a Gundam. Deathscythe Gundam.