Not being noticed can lead to many things in life. Sometimes it's beneficial, other times...well it affects a person mentally.
I mean, just look at the main character of Yuri Yuri and Daily Lives of High School Boys. Despite being main characters, they have almost no presence at all and are almost forgotten most of the time.
Why talk about anime? And it's actually funny and cute there I think... And IRL I first just attract really much attention cause of my looks. But then because of my calm character when they stop looking or just get used to me, they simple forget I'm there... It really makes me a bit mad, but why the hell should I care if someone notices me or not? It's not like I will stop existing if everyone stops noticing me...
Well...technically, you wouldn't. The meaning of existing is for someone to acknowledge that you're alive. If no one notices you, its the same as ceasing to exist.
Silence is the worst possible treatment you can give to someone.
Truth be told, I'm fine with the few people that acknowledge me since those are the people I care about the most.
That is just but a stupid logic of humans. No matter how many of you humans think that there is no apple in the box, if it's there, it is there. If it is not, it is not. What others see and think matters not. I know that I exist, and no matter how many of you ignore me, don't notice me, don't speak to me, hell, don't even see or hear me, I will continue to exist.
Ignored? Try harder. Nothing will happen if you always wait. No bishoujo or long lost imouto or transfer student to come cheer me up. Orz /me goes back to 2d world
Strange enough, but I don't know even a single pair of siblings where the younger one looks up to older one... Except in anime and other fiction of course... Although I do not even know a lot of people...
And I think I wrote in my occupation that I am a writer, did I not?