Wearing here a mask is like when you got cancer, aids or something similar and nobody wants to look at you or service you and so on... it's Germany. The bad side. In fact it wouldn't help me, it would make it worse I guess because I can't get fresh air all time which is needed. Well, I had so many meetings with my specialist, we tried everything but there is no operation which can solve this a little bit.
Sadly I can't afford any moving far away because I got no family (only a older brother) and/or money and on money everything changes. I guess that I would be healthier if I had more money (better docs and so on, it's still Germany, we got a different healthcare system). That's why I study and want to make my own live finally, moving away and so on but... it's really hard when you got nothing