Everyone who says they're not afraid of dying are lying. Every single one of humans do have the fear of dying. Even if it may be small, but it is there.
I'm afraid of dying yes, but.. how do I explain it. I've been used to it that people do die, and I don't think it.
Since my father died when I was only 4, and I can still remember the image in my head clear as crystal when he was lying on the morgue when we visited there. And couple of my friend's have died in car accidents here, and I had been quite close friend to one of them. I've learned that you can't think it too hard, otherwise you can't handle your own progress in your life.
Those may be my "wise" words, and I'm only a kid, yeah. I'll leave it to that.
Maybe that's why I don't take the smoking thing seriously too. :)
Long text, but so it be.
Time for me to go to sleep. Oyasumi~
In the meantime: rn345??