The trouble is there's nothing like that locally T_T I've tried just looking for friends in general in the area who like similar stuff to me, and all of the meet ups have resorted in the guys wanting to date me >.< and if I say no then they just don't wanna know me, like no one is capable of being just friends!! And it makes no sense cos I'm really ugly anyways xD As for cosplay I wouldn't be able to make anything either but I'd just buy something cheap from Ebay cos there's a lot on there haha, it's not like I'd be entering competitions or anything so it shouldn't matter if it's a bought costume if it's only for fun :3