Yeah, bullies are pathetic! One time I was walking to school and some guys who were way older than me who I didn't even know, had never seen in my life, drove past in their car, wound down the window and threw oranges at me yelling fatty o.O I was like wtf?!..... idiots ">.>
I'm a bad dieter, I can't afford healthy foods like salad all the time like you say, so I just eat 2 meals a day instead and drink coffee when I'm hungry in between. It's not like I'm starving myself, but my dad says it's not healthy to just have like porridge for breakfast and then toast or soup for dinner >.< I am quite lazy too with working out hehe, I lose motivation reeeeeaaaalllllyyyyy fast and easily xD it helps a bit that my dad bought a rowing machine for our house cos it sorta gives me less excuses to not do it when it's right there haha.
I don't think I'll ever be confident either, I guess I don't really hate myself, I more hate other people for not accepting me, well, I almost don't care anymore I guess, fed up with trying to please other people all my life xD It's nice to talk to people like you who understand and have been through similar things though, it's always nice to know that you're not alone :3