Oh really :] cool, I guess I should thank you then, I can't really tell just anyone about my innermost secrets, I mean irl that is because I don't know what they might do, thinking it would be for my own best. So it has been quite lonely indeed.
I might get tempted to talk to someone, I sometimes do. But I'm just slightly paranoid that it will be possible to track my internet activity to this place and, well that would just be a bummer, and ruin my plans totally. ...but
No problem in knowing me better at least, I think. I don't mind that, like I mentioned, I should probably thank you for listening too all of that, when I feel a bit more messed up than usual, stuff like that might just start to get hard to hold back. I guessed I've just held secrets from those around me for too long now, many years in fact, and it's starting to brake. Thinking about it all the psychology way, makes it kinda logical for myself, but does nothing to ease anything I might feel despite thinking I might understand it.
Well it seems that I have only become more and more sensitive as time has gone. Hmm that reminds me of an other thing, but I'll take that up somewhere else eh.
Yeah I plan on doing a little something, but don't get any hopes up for anything, I'll just see, and it's probably not what you will think ;-)