I must admit... the dream was very surreal.
White usually signifies purity or a new world in a way.
In yet, the parts about the neighborhood, the party, the Mexicans/Italians, the fact that I do watch stories about Alcatraz, mysteries, and detectives... Sounds like you describe my life pretty closely.
The fact there was a time I did think about what suicide was like, but I would not ever do it.
Humming and ignoring... I actually do that and I have encountered police officers and feel quite indifferent towards their attitude for certain situations.
And of course, I would take your hand. I do like you and trust you~
Despite all that chaos, this part cracked me up...
At the center of the roof a glowing blue ramen shop appeared. She dragged me over to the shop and the dream ended.
The color may mean some anguish, but can also mean an escape from life or a positive outlook on life.
Anyways, the ramen shop seem to have come from out of nowhere. Random or not... I'm not sure. However, it seems to work.
I wouldn't have it any other way than to have some ramen with you.
Very nice depiction of your dream. Well done~