I used think think everyone hated me since I kept losing friends and hate trouble with my family. There's actually much worse things to that story, but the idea was that I was convinced I had a crappy life. I was on the verge of death until a person told me something like a slap to the face. I found that There are people living a much worse life than I am yet they're living like a happy clown on steroids. They didn't know what I did, I didn't know what they did either. Still, I was able to find the secret of living a happy life. One thing I can certainly say about that is: it's not what you can get or what other ppl give you. There is more to life itself than most ppl know and tend to ignore because they're constantly seeing their adversaries.