I don't look behind, forward, or today. I look beyond what I see and accept what I don't understand. I hope in the eternal promise I was given. Not for a reason to live, more like a reason to love. Because I have found such indescribable love, nothing can break me. Where there was hurt, there is healing. where there are scares, there is new things. what I have seen as meaningless I now see as valuable. The things which I call absolute truth fall unto the truth itself. No power, nor person, nor demon nor creature, not even death or life itself can separate me from the new life I get each day. i do not think myself as wise, but others call me so. Some will consider themselves wise, but are blind to what children can see. even I myself can lose my sight for thinking i know how everything works. There's more to say, more poetry that has been locked in me. I used to think there was more things to hate than love. I saw the problems before the solutions, the bad before the good. That itself is what caused me to have such experiences. Once I had a very odd life-changing moment, I no longer see even the worst things as bad, but a chance to grow and what made me who I am now. people here are willing to accept me, regardless of my thoughts toward them, regardless of what I have to say, or what I've been through. it's not just here either, but people out in the world. People I've not heard from yet, or wouldn't expect to understand, even people that I hated.