[LPW#39] ☆♪Smile and Be HAPPY!!♪☆ ゜゚・*:.。..。.:*・'(*゚▽゚*)'・*:.。. .。.:*・゜゚・*(^O^☆♪ MARSHMALLOWS AND BUNNIES AND RAINBOWS OH MY!!!~<3

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I used to write poetry describing how trapped I was at home, and even a few death notes for anyone that would care to know, but exclusively making it where only certain people could read them. I've even made a letter to myself for the future. Most of this was during a very young age as well, which you can only imagine what kind of person I was. The thing I do want you to know is: there is a way out, and a way to take back what was taken from you. i don't mean that like revenge, but it can be thought of that way.
 
Hey, at least your looking foward toward the future... That a good things...
 
I don't look behind, forward, or today. I look beyond what I see and accept what I don't understand. I hope in the eternal promise I was given. Not for a reason to live, more like a reason to love. Because I have found such indescribable love, nothing can break me. Where there was hurt, there is healing. where there are scares, there is new things. what I have seen as meaningless I now see as valuable. The things which I call absolute truth fall unto the truth itself. No power, nor person, nor demon nor creature, not even death or life itself can separate me from the new life I get each day. i do not think myself as wise, but others call me so. Some will consider themselves wise, but are blind to what children can see. even I myself can lose my sight for thinking i know how everything works. There's more to say, more poetry that has been locked in me. I used to think there was more things to hate than love. I saw the problems before the solutions, the bad before the good. That itself is what caused me to have such experiences. Once I had a very odd life-changing moment, I no longer see even the worst things as bad, but a chance to grow and what made me who I am now. people here are willing to accept me, regardless of my thoughts toward them, regardless of what I have to say, or what I've been through. it's not just here either, but people out in the world. People I've not heard from yet, or wouldn't expect to understand, even people that I hated.
 
Ughh... No wonder you're a God of Marshmallow... This lowly one can't understand the mind of your holiness....
 
Ughh... No wonder you're a God of Marshmallow... This lowly one can't understand the mind of your holiness....

I think of myself as a twin.. or someone who was meant to have a twin. The best way to describe myself is two walls that separate night and day. You can read more about it here. I might give more detail later on which is pretty hard for me to do.
If you compare some threads with other posts, you can almost think that it's a completely different person.
 
I need to go too :f
btw, sorry if I came off a bit as a troll deca~ Just know that I'm the person who will cry if you go or hurt yourself. Not because it just bothers me, it's because I know what it's like and I've been there. I know the thoughts, questions, and the whole 9 yards.
If the world turns against you, know that I'll be right with you.
 
Lol being bad at english here... well i guess theres actually quite a few who are...
 
Unperfect? What? I'm even more reluctant to listening to the song now. :goodtea:
 
In the end, I happen to listen to it anyway. :goodtea:

'Unperfect' isn't a word though~

I quite like the lyrics and the melody.
 
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