[LPW #42] Your Soul Is Mine [Akatsuki version)

[Slayn312]

Well I never made an intro.... So what do you think of me?????? What kind of person I am????

 

[~SnowAngel~]

lol I mean like more in a sense where people aren't really being themselves? like... they try to act cool, cute, etc~ XD

and i think avatars have an impact on how a person thinks of you~

 

[Ghost Kitty~]

What kind of person? No idea

Hmm act differently in the intro? That illusion would shatter unless they maintain that persona during their time in the forum...

 

[Slayn312]

Hmm... I act carefree online or offline...... But I'll let the people here think whatever they think about me.....

Lol.... Can't think of any ehh, Sammy....

 

[Ghost Kitty~]

Hmm im odd online and off But how well someone knows me would change how i act around them~

 

[~SnowAngel~]

Hmm... I act carefree online or offline...... But I'll let the people here think whatever they think about me.....

That's kinda what I did~ I never really told people my gender and people assumed one or the other based on how I act XD
consider it part of a psychology study~ which I think is really beneficial. There's a controversial thing about it that bothers me tho :f


i'm really selective around people, and can be put in odd behavior based on who i'm near~

 

[Ghost Kitty~]

Hmm yes... certain people would have quite the effect... :x Though its fun to mess with people's minds hehehe~ xD

 

[Slayn312]

The way I see you, Snow, is a kind person by how you type..... Then there's days where you will be depressed.... It like you have different emotion going on each days...

 

[~SnowAngel~]

(I think I explained this in another thread, but whatevs~)

hmmm the best way I can explain that is different people/voices/personalities within me~ Two are well known. ummmm I've even given them names before and pretend they were like angels protecting me? xD eventually I trashed the idea since it might have led to bad things. But anyway~
My irl behavior reflects the two dominant expressions the most, but typing I'm able to give at least 2 others maybe?
The first is considerably my dark side/twin~ While most of what contributed to this side of me is settled, the twin inside me won't die because it's still me. (makes sense? XD) The biggest characteristic of this side is emotionless, negativity, *wants to be alone*, more knowledgeable, etc. Most of this side has made me keep to myself in fear of being hurt via my other self~

The other side is my happy side which was trapped inside the twin for a long time~ While I was originally like this when I was a child, *life story* caged that person until there was a good opportunity to set it free? (like a butterfly~ :P)

From these two main ones stems other ways I may act. Sadly, people that think they can describe me really can't XD people that think they can't describe me well actually do :P


i've noticed that being more free here helps me be more free irl~ while I'm still fragile as tissue paper on the inside, encouraging people keep me from completely breaking~



there's also this~

Spoiler

 

[Slayn312]

I see you talk bout the twin a lot...... Plus you do get ignored too....

 

[Selvaria Bles]

just be yourself and everything will be alright..

 

[Slayn312]

Heya Bles.....

 

[Selvaria Bles]

hey slayn sup :)

 

[Slayn312]

How you been?????

 

[Selvaria Bles]

not bad pretty good

what about yourself?

 

[Slayn312]

Sleepy.... Took some cold medicine today.....

Out off that everything great so far..........

 

[~SnowAngel~]

i'm often ignored in a way because of my lack of presence~ I mean, when people are with me 1-1 or wtv, they feel relaxed and all XD but if I'm at class or something, it's usually not effective since no one really cares enough to talk i guess~
buuuut I'm hoping to improve that with some counseling. I sometimes give off a certain aura that doesn't really fit with how I really am, and it's difficult for me to talk to people in a large group.

and hi silva~

 

[Selvaria Bles]

hey shio :)

 

[Slayn312]

You sound more & more anti-social by the minutes, Snow.....

 

[~SnowAngel~]

whaaat??? X_x
I don't think being shy counts as anti-social :f I do have friends and like to be with them~ just in a different way I guess?

 

[Selvaria Bles]

so what's new people?

 

[~SnowAngel~]

so what's new people?

slay thinks I'm anti-social x_x
[MENTION=27362]AhGwee[/MENTION] isn't active lately~
annnnnnnnnnd I'm finally able to relax a little~ XD

 

[Slayn312]

It can't be help..... That how I interpret what you wrote.......

 

[Selvaria Bles]

that's good

being relaxed helps alot :)

 

[~SnowAngel~]

bleh x_x you've heard of introverts and extraverts before right? I'm kinda between~ sooo sometimes I'm really outgoing, sometimes I'm on a more personal level~ I like friendships that are meaningful or will last rather than just having several people~ but I'm willing to talk just to talk xD
One of my friends is like half of me XD he likes being introverted around me to relax, and he'll be extraverted around groups or in general~
oohh and I used to dance and perform with music so ha! XD