[LPW#52!] Last Frontier !

[Selvaria Bles]

hey guys

so a new lpw.

damn the last one flew.

 

[Infamous]

@infa no worries. All though I can see that your been on after I sent you the invite though.

yeah, but it's been away since this morning. i've only been watching videos on it

hey SB, long time. what's it been, 1, 2 days? lol

 

[Selvaria Bles]

hey infa

yeah been borderlanding it up too much.....

now time to pass out :p

will try to post sometimes

sb out

 

[renano]

/me glomps Sel

Missed you tons. Dracu-Riot... <3

@ Genki

My friends know I am 'loaded' I guess, so they borrow from me. It's fine I suppose because they can't even buy their lunch sometimes or art supplies. They need the money.

Although, there are other people who just demand money. =_=

@ Sam

I don't want to 'ask for some recognition' because what's done has been done. No point in proceeding and doing things that won't benefit much.

 

[Ghost Kitty~]

Byes weib~

Demanding money... >< I guess its one of those things where youre nice and then they expect you to continue ><

Hmm... well i sort of meant for the future? Just a little recognition for your work but i suppose that really gives it a different tone...

 

[Infamous]

well i'll be departing to the world of dreams soon, so goodnight!

 

[Ghost Kitty~]

Goodnightys inf~

 

[GenKiDan]

@ Genki

My friends know I am 'loaded' I guess, so they borrow from me. It's fine I suppose because they can't even buy their lunch sometimes or art supplies. They need the money.

Although, there are other people who just demand money. =_=

.....That Taser would make an excellent Birthday or xmas present too you. (Along with a beautiful Katana.) You could play around with it a lot more than just cooking eggs ;j Next time someone would emh "demand" money just put out a typical girlish scream and tase them hahah and run away like this:

Spoiler: tanoshi

@ Sam

I don't want to 'ask for some recognition' because what's done has been done. No point in proceeding and doing things that won't benefit much.

Maybe smart, and learn from it until next time.

 

[renano]

Nighty-night infamous~

Sleep soundly~ <3

@ Sam

Yeah... once I showed them cash, that was all my 'friends' could see. :/

I understand... the future tidbit. I guess I can be a 'pushover' just to see my friends happy thinking they accomplished something.

Not quite sure. xD

@ Genki

Thanks for the 'taser' lessons. Lol.

Love the picture. :3

I did learn from them, but I still help them anyway. Like I said, they looked happy. I like seeing other people happy more than myself. ^^;;

That sounds depressing... but that is how I feel. ORZ


See you everyone~

Got Team Fortress, so I'll try it out later.

/me gives everyone green tea and red bean/mung bean cakes

 

[Ghost Kitty~]

Friends that are around for cash >< Doesnt sound pleasant... Well i guess theyre the demanding ones?...

Lol well they will keep "accomplishing" stuff as long as you help xD

Hmm... i guess im similar... as long as theyre happy then i feel unjustified for my sadness... though i do take a bit of joy from seeing other happy~

Have fun trying xD Never said when you would be playing though D:

Goodnight again ojou sama~

Mochi

 

[GenKiDan]

[MENTION=18465]renano[/MENTION] ; Glad you liked it, it a full res background if you want it, but I think you would prefer it in lighter colors. And I don't think it sounds depressing, or, if so then I'm depressing as well, cause thats how I feel. But it's a whole different ball game when your friends like/love you back and appreciates you for you, and not something else. i.e your heart.

Then you will become happy when they become happy, and they will become even happier when they see you become happier...and you are stuck in a circle of happiness. I think its the best thing one can possibly ever do, is to put ones happiness in someone else, but....you just gotta not waste it on anyone.

Giving to someone with care who cares back as well, will send it back too you, and complete the circle< otherwise your heart will suffer entropy. I don't mean that one can't care for others or give or do things for them, even if they don't seem to care, but if over time they consistently remain that way. Give some time for the green growth to show itself, but if it doesn't, then the soil of their hearts is barren. Like a rock, you can water it as much as you like, put the water will only dripple off.

I was considering if i should reinstall tf2 btw for some times now....but...Will see. It would be fun to watch you and samy get stuck with each others sticky mines at the very least. Betting [MENTION=18465]renano[/MENTION] ; 's favorite class will be pyro ;)

Hmm And I was planning to make chana dhal.....Guess I can haver little tidbit of mung, but mostly red beans and tea

Have a good one Ren.

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Nigthy Infa..../me is probably too late

[MENTION=8332]samyeung46[/MENTION] ;

I think she said late afternoon that would be around ~2pm for you if I where to just guess losely.

Giving to ppl whop doesn't care for you, is a sure way to be let down in the long run, since ppl who don't care, will only milk you in many cases until you realize that your kindness isn't going to change anything..or they pretend to be friends while you do it, and the leave or seem to loose interest when you stop being of some benefit or whatever...

 

[Ghost Kitty~]

Hmm... if only everyone was able to be happy about other's happiness... Would make the world a much better place ><

Favorite class being pyro... well idk... she might like demo as well? Or spy~ Maybe even doctor? xD

Hmm 2... then i guess i probably can get up a bit earlier xD Im usually laying around trying to dream more or remember dreams at that time anyway~

Well... actually i dont mind if theyre using me... >< If that makes them happy... >< Ill still consider them friends... and i guess take a bit of joy at the fact that i am useful to someone... Ill probably just be chasing that hope that we become better friends after it all...

 

[Second_Flight]

Took me quite some courage to just post that one post....

WHYyyyyyyyyyy.....Whyyyyyyyy.. We wouldnt eat you.. except Musang/frank.....

 

[Rucking Fetard]

I dunno... this thread feels.. different...

 

[GenKiDan]

Hmm... if only everyone was able to be happy about other's happiness... Would make the world a much better place ><

Favorite class being pyro... well idk... she might like demo as well? Or spy~ Maybe even doctor? xD

Hmm 2... then i guess i probably can get up a bit earlier xD Im usually laying around trying to dream more or remember dreams at that time anyway~

Well... actually i dont mind if theyre using me... >< If that makes them happy... >< Ill still consider them friends... and i guess take a bit of joy at the fact that i am useful to someone... Ill probably just be chasing that hope that we become better friends after it all...

Indeed, isn't that the way it's really supposed to be.

Hmm your right, she might turn into quite the crazy medic....With giant needles
Now if we/you/-me are going to play we wouldn't have a choice anymore but to play scout so we could run lol

I could possibly check the time to be more certain, but thats prob not necessary....but...2 (pm) aren't you at school maybe ? NM....its weekend..

Well...I would wish for no one to have bad friends~ Consider all of this as the friends ships possible base or fundament. I would be considerate what kind of fundamentals I would build on, and I would try my best not to imagine grand skyscrapers built on rusty weak fundaments...They might be good for something, but the building on top can only be as grand as the groundwork allows...Ofc I assume there are always exceptions (where a new fundament might be layed in place of an old one)

[MENTION=41434]Nazaka[/MENTION] ; Its probably a bit different, but maybe not just like it is right now...it changes phases like the seasons and whether.

Just take a seat and relax yourself if you want.

 

[Frankincense]

It seems second is trolling me again. =/

 

[Rucking Fetard]

[MENTION=41434]Nazaka[/MENTION] ; Its probably a bit different, but maybe not just like it is right now...it changes phases like the seasons and whether.

Just take a seat and relax yourself if you want.

To be accurate it feels like "I don't belong here so let's get out" kind of feeling...

 

[Second_Flight]

hmmmmmmmmm.. its just your imaginations... i had feeling like that in 1st time here... its like this thread its For Mythycal Beast... but.. Like Frank.....

 

[Ghost Kitty~]

Indeed, isn't that the way it's really supposed to be.

Hmm your right, she might turn into quite the crazy medic....With giant needles
Now if we/you/-me are going to play we wouldn't have a choice anymore but to play scout so we could run lol

I could possibly check the time to be more certain, but thats prob not necessary....but...2 (pm) aren't you at school maybe ? NM....its weekend..

Well...I would wish for no one to have bad friends~ Consider all of this as the friends ships possible base or fundament. I would be considerate what kind of fundamentals I would build on, and I would try my best not to imagine grand skyscrapers built on rusty weak fundaments...They might be good for something, but the building on top can only be as grand as the groundwork allows...Ofc I assume there are always exceptions (where a new fundament might be layed in place of an old one)

Well ideal worlds cant be created unless everyone tries to be nice...

Hmm... i have reasons for not playing scout ;p Ill probably go spy instead~

Its hard for me to decide what is weak or not since i dont really have much friends irl... much easier online... Though i would say that if i was to use your skyscraper example... i would probably be continually renewing the foundations however i can... and probably wouldnt have skyscrapers either... Mostly... houses?

 

[Rucking Fetard]

hmmmmmmmmm.. its just your imaginations... i had feeling like that in 1st time here... its like this thread its For Mythycal Beast... but.. Like Frank.....

Even so I still can't shake that feeling off of me...

 

[Frankincense]

No one here will bully you except sammy, nazaka.

 

[Rucking Fetard]

It's funny how sam said that only you will bully me here lol

 

[Ghost Kitty~]

Me? A bully?

 

[GenKiDan]

To be accurate it feels like "I don't belong here so let's get out" kind of feeling...

I still think it's just a bit shifting, like a clubhouse who serves as a computer lan at day and as a bodybuilding club at evenings....

Well ideal worlds cant be created unless everyone tries to be nice...

Hmm... i have reasons for not playing scout ;p Ill probably go spy instead~

Its hard for me to decide what is weak or not since i dont really have much friends irl... much easier online... Though i would say that if i was to use your skyscraper example... i would probably be continually renewing the foundations however i can... and probably wouldnt have skyscrapers either... Mostly... houses?

Yeah, thats the problem with 7 billion ppl in the world...But you know me right, I believe for a certain time, there will be 1 big family then.

Hmm a certain someone rly hates scouts that badly...I only imagine it would be more fun that way, especially if there's a bunch of em running around high and low at the same time muahahhaa

Well the thing about the foundations in the skyscraper analogy is that, you can try to do something about foundations, but it's not really totally in your control alone. As part of that foundations would be part of an other persons heart I suppose.

If I was just going to take a guess in how to become better at gauging such things as relationships and friendships, the first thing I think about is being secure about ones own worth and person. Tad poorly explained perhaps as I have no clue as too talk about this kinda thing, it's just a vague concept in my own heart.(as if I know how, but have no overview of all the pieces involved) So I talk in what I call "Mosaic" here, (randomly partly unconnected perhaps)
Insecurities brings a host of vulnerabilities for example. And not having a true source of love, or friendship makes it hard what to compare things too also. I can say at least for my own part, I sometimes forget that I shouldn't have to be a.....

// Actually this is a subject I barely know how to start, let alone finish. Frustrating cause I feel like I know it, at least I know how to navigate it for my own part in life, but lack the understanding to talk about it, as if I just can't see how all the pieces connects.

Now after thinking about this for a while in edit mode. I think maybe iv'e gotten to the bottom of the pyramid where one must start. If the ruler one measures with is wrong, then everything else gets wrong as well. In order to answer all these answers and more in ones own life. I think it is necessary to first know the essence of true love. If one measures using that (the ruler of love), one will get the correct answers and navigation one needs. And should ensure whats god or bad, or genuine or not.

Even so I still can't shake that feeling off of me...

There are plenty of ppl around here that can do some shaking of you on your behalf ^^
I'm mostly only good atm for shaking hands though...

And erecting concrete walls of text

 

[Monjster]

Hello luvs... Big lines of text I see