Hmm self discovery... those would be attempts to learn something new i suppose... be one with nature... dun really get that part but i suppose i would learn something that way xD
Peace of mind... well i do consider myself somewhat more carefree than others... forgets negative stuff quite easily as long as it isnt brought up again or something that is major enough to stick in my mind...
So... change of plan: I'm going back sooner than expected, much sooner: This sunday
This means.....................
I will have no laptop, no phone, no eroge, no ero books, nothing but a few pieces of music...
No Parents, No food, no money, NOTHING when I return to my hometown.
I will not have any fappable material and will have to rely on the support from whoever I can ask for 14 days, this war just turn into an "all or nothing" gamble now.
I all waited for this real bad moment to unlock my emergency propeller hur hur hur, I'm a genius that have prepared for this situation!